Monday, 18 May 2015

OUIL402 End of Module Evaluation



Leeds College of Art
BA (Hons) ILLUSTRATION
Level
04
OUIL402 Personal & Professional Practice 1
Credits
20
End of Module Self Evaluation

NAME

Sophie Edwards-Smith


1.  What learning have you inherited through this module and how has it impacted on your own understanding of professional practice? Consider yourself as a student at University as much as an illustrator

Through this module I’ve learned to look for inspiration and guidance everywhere. I’ve also learned to consider that there are many possible routes I can follow, and that the fact I don’t want to be an illustrator in the traditional sense doesn’t have to stop me succeeding here and in what I do. Only as this year has progressed have I begun to develop a better-rounded frame of mind, and realised that I have many skills that be utilised to good effect here, even if my practical skills aren’t of that strong a standard yet. PPP has really helped me in the latter half of this year, everything from the list-making sessions especially.

This module has also encouraged me to be pro-active in the way I approach this practice, and to constantly be doing things that I find enriching, whether that’s talking to professional illustrators or reading about different practices, or simple looking through a lot of art-books. I’m gradually learning that it’s okay to still be learning, and that it’s not all about a brilliant final achievement (I blame my academic background for this, it’s a big leap to make)



2. What approaches/ types of research have you found most valuable over this module?
Why did they have such an impact?

I think my main strength in this module is that I have never stopped being curious; I have used the library exhaustively this year, both for specific bits of research and just to engage with everything available to me for the sake of creative curiosity. Research and investigating has been an ongoing thing for me this year in all kinds of different ways – I took on a weeklong internship with a professional illustrator in order to get an insight into how illustration as a full-time professional practice works, I’ve travelled to lots of different galleries and exhibitions, I’ve gone to places and drawn just for the sake of drawing and loving to draw. Every bit of research I’ve done this year, both professional (for uni work) and personal has helped shape the way I see work and how I appreciate it in different contexts.



3. In what way has PPP informed the way your work in other modules and your illustration practice as a whole?

PPP has helped me develop a greater understanding of the positive effects that exhaustive research can have on my work. For lots of briefs this year, especially in COP, Visual Narratives and Visual Communication, I feel that my research and the relationships I’ve developed with my subjects has actually been stronger and more dynamic than my finished products. The processes of learning, investigating and actually experiencing have been consistently more attractive to me than making final work.




4. What weaknesses can you identify in your PPP submission and how will you address this in the future?
 I probably could have been more conscientious in blogging things such as Big Heads. However, I stick by something I’ve said before, which is that I see no point in documenting for documentation’s sake, and that I will only invest time in things that I feel are of genuine interest or help to me. I’ve only blogged the Big Heads that have said something to me about my practice or the way I see illustration, even if I’ve attended all the talks.
I’ve done as much going to exhibitions etc. as I feel I could have this year, but there’s always room to get even better at this type of research, especially now I have an idea of the field I want to move into.

Not specifically a submission thing, but I think for lots of this year I’ve been too hard on myself, too doubtful of myself and insecure in the work I’ve been making, and that this, in turn, has stopped me achieving what I maybe could have done had I had a little bit more balls. This has been pointed out to me a couple of times recently, and I’ve had a bit of a change of heart. In future, I am going to make a conscious effort to be a bit braver in my work, lose my inhibitions a bit, and not be afraid to say things I do have to say.




5. What communities of practice and professional contexts do you intend to investigate further as you approach level 5? Why do they appeal to you?
The thing I’m most looking forward to investigating in the future is professional practices that would still allow me to be involved with illustration and creative practices but not actually ‘being an illustrator’. Perhaps art direction, writing for creative publications, publishing houses, or curation. I have a good idea now that I don’t want to be an illustrator, but I still want to work in a field that allows me to champion and celebrate all the amazing illustration being made out there.

 I also intend to look into further education and MA courses as a possible route, as I would also be interested in tutoring. Both Matt and Kris have been a real source of help and inspiration to me this year, and I think I would enjoy and be quite good at the kind of thing they have done for us this year.


6.How would you grade yourself on the following areas:
(please indicate using an ‘x’) 

5= excellent, 4 = very good, 3 = good, 2 = average, 1 = poor

1
2
3
4
5
Attendance


x


Punctuality


x


Motivation



x

Commitment



x

Quantity of work produced


x


Quality of work produced


x


Contribution to the group


x


The evaluation of your work is an important part of the assessment criteria and represents a percentage of the overall grade. It is essential that you give yourself enough time to complete your written evaluation fully and with appropriate depth and level of self-reflection. If you have any questions relating to the self-evaluation process speak to a member of staff as soon as possible.

Sunday, 17 May 2015

PPP Presentation + notes


Slide 1

- Where was I at the beginning of the year? 
- What happened when I quickly realised that I felt way out of my depth - I didn't really know how to do anything, hadn't done a foundation course, etc.


Slide 2

- Things stayed that way for the whole first term
- I started really questioning my place here, and wasn't really making any work that I liked


Slide 3

- It was discovering Solo that really started to change how I was looking at this
- It made illustration feel much more human to me. Seeing that all the anxieties that were bottled up inside of me recognized my someone else as their own struggles. 
- It was seeing this that suddenly brought this practice to life for me, changed the way I look at work


Side 4

- This was a personal breakthrough for me, as it was the first piece of work I was really happy with
- THE VALUE OF VISUAL LANGUAGE: An hour to make a picture. Weird. Helped my realize that the thing that had been missing from my work was enjoyment. Perhaps nothing too good comes from stress and beating yourself up.



Slide 5

- The thing that helped me the most this year: stopping thinking about illustration for a while
- Reconnected with other forms of creativity. Completely rinsed the library (it's invaluable). Fell in love with Richard Misrach's photography, which now informs the colour pallettes of almost everything I make. Looked as paintings and drawings.
- Opening myself up to everything else for a while helped refresh my enthusiasm for this practice


Slide 6

- One of the coolest things I did this year was spending a week interning with Owen Gildersleeve
- Got to do some interesting things, and it was a very valuable insight into how the world of professional illustration as a day-to-day job.
- It was especially valuable as it helped me realise that I didn't want to do this a career


Slide 7

- RAD got to Secret 7" at Somerset House
- It's exciting to be surrounded by so much amazing work, this is work that needs celebrating
- Same thoughts I have when going around crits. 
- That's what I want to do - whether it's teaching or behind-the-scenes shit.



Slide 8

- All moaning aside, time to focus on some of the high points of this year
- Embracing the unknown, and moving past my fear of stepping out of my comfort zone
- Vectors brief - I hated it at the time, but on reflection, i'm actually really proud of these: they might not be anything groundbreaking in terms of design, but considering that before I came here I'd never heard of Adobe Illustrator, they're not bad!

Slide 9 

-In fact, VISCOM was the only studio module I really enjoyed, and I think that's reflected in the work I made.
- The GIFS project may have been my favourite one, even though I've been terrified of digital tools.
- It took ages, and was so difficult, but so damn rewarding. 
- Maybe having catching up to do wasn't so bad after all, really began to embrace the power of digital/animation


Slide 11

- Highlight of the whole year COP! 
- Taught me a different way to approach work 
- Nice to do something entirely for the self, as well as re-enforcing the joy that comes of working at what you want to


Looking forward to next year:

- Keep doing what makes you happy
- Just don't sweat it too much. A piece of work that you make for a two-week brief is not going to alter the course of your life
-Keep improving and evolving at your own pace, and don't feel pressured into making work that looks like someone elses. 



Here's to a fantastic year!

crap

Lost a day and half because I was ill last week. Don't think all ten are going to get finished. Might have to submit my 7 finished images and then just remaining 3 initial drawings. As long as I get them finished for the exhibition, should have no problem.

OUIL406 Self-Evaluation



Leeds College of Art
BA (Hons) ILLUSTRATION
Level
04
OUIL406 Visual Communication
Credits
20
End of Module Self Evaluation

NAME

Sophie Edwards-Smith


1.  What skills have you developed through this brief and how effectively do you think you have applied them?

This module has shown me that my digital skills are continually improving – every piece of work I’ve done for this module has involved lots of digital process as well as analogue.
My time keeping skills have developed recently, as well. Although lots of my work for this module was very time consuming and labour-intensive, I’ve tried to be diligent about putting the hours in to get the results I want. Working to timetables and has been a real help to me this module, as well as thinking about practicalities in advance, such as booking printing slots weeks in advance.




2. What approaches to/methods of image making have you developed and how have they informed your concept development process?

Again, I my digital skills have developed most markedly.  I now approach image making knowing that what I can produce with analogue methods is not the be all and end all of my work. SB2 especially was a real help to me in realising that digital process can just become an extension of an existing practice, and needn’t dictate it.
Also, the way in which I draw is, I feel, becoming more sophisticated and distinctive. I don’t know if this is because of this brief, or if it’s just the result of a slow development, but I think I’m starting to develop a recognizable visual signature within my work.



3. What strengths can you identify in your work and how have/will you capitalise on these?

I definitely think that it has only in this module that I’ve begun thinking like a designer, and I am making a conscious effort to consider compositional elements of image making, and how different elements fit together as a finished piece, rather than just making things because they’re pretty. Especially in Persons of Note, I made a conscious effort to make a choice that would force me out of that mind set, and wouldn’t leave me much room for doing anything that was too ‘pretty’. Although I obviously love making that kind of work, from now on I’m definitely going to try and keep more of a ‘designer’ head on. I still have a lot to learn about thinking as a designer, but I’m hopeful that that will develop over coming projects.

In terms of my finished work, I think that my final outcomes for all 3 projects are among the best work I’ve made so far on this course, and that has given me a real boost looking forward to the future.






4. What weaknesses can you identify in your work and how will you address these in the future?

In sb1 I know that I didn’t exhaust ideas in my sketchbook as extensively as I perhaps should have done. I knew what I wanted to do (more or less) right from the off, and so put all of my efforts into producing the final GIFS. I know that in order to hit more learning outcomes and get better marks I shouldn’t do this, and will try to avoid it (however, I would also argue that if you have an idea you’re passionate about straight away, experimenting and exhausting just for the sake of marks is redundant), but in future I will try to fill my sketchbooks more, rather than focusing on the final outcome. I also I don’t feel that I blogged as vigorously as I could have done over this module. I had a lot of stuff going on around the time of SB1 and SB2, and fell out of the habit of blogging really regularly; I did make an effort to pick this up in sb3, but still could have been better.



5. Identify five things that you will do differently next time and what do you expect to gain from doing these?

1.    I will stay on top of blogging regularly, no matter what. It couldn’t really be helped this time, and I accept the fact that I probably won’t have done as well as I could have done, but having that on-going dialogue just makes development so much easier.
2.    I will not have preconceptions about processes/software before I have actually used them. SB2 taught me that good things can come from what initially scares you, and trying to shake off those reservations will, I hope, make my practise more versatile.
3.    I won’t sketchbook-slack (I write this in every evaluation. Maybe some day I’ll actually do it)
4.    I will try to really bust my guts at the beginning of projects, rather than wait until the final push to find a way to manage a lot of work in not a lot of time. I AM gradually getting better at this, but would like to keep improving.
5.    At times I was so fixated on getting things done that I forgot to really have fun with some of this work. In future I will always try and keep the spark of fun, because from fun comes good things. I will try to be more playful again.



6.How would you grade yourself on the following areas:
(please indicate using an ‘x’) 

5= excellent, 4 = very good, 3 = good, 2 = average, 1 = poor

1
2
3
4
5
Attendance



x

Punctuality


x


Motivation


x


Commitment



x

Quantity of work produced

x



Quality of work produced



x

Contribution to the group


x


The evaluation of your work is an important part of the assessment criteria and represents a percentage of the overall grade. It is essential that you give yourself enough time to complete your written evaluation fully and with appropriate depth and level of self-reflection. If you have any questions relating to the self-evaluation process speak to a member of staff as soon as possible.